kids are pretty resilient.
but they need some sort of stability in their lives.
it was a long, drawn out, somewhat difficult bedtime tonight but God gave me grace and patience for my sweet boys.
noah looked at some books while i rocked jude to sleep and then i lay down with noah until he fell asleep so he wouldn't be scared on his own.
they are both quiet and sleeping now. i pray they sleep through the night okay.
while i lay there with noah, he and i had another conversation about africa.
n: do aunt heidi and uncle jordi (whose place we are house sitting for now) work at daddy's work in guelph? (the university)
n: but daddy doesn't work there anymore.
me: you're right.
me: because we're going to move to uganda and he'll be working there.
n: but why do we have to move to uganda?
oh how my heart squeezes with a little grief as i try to explain to you, sweet boy, why we feel God has called our family to move to uganda. away from what we know. to something different.
oh how my heart is excited for all that you (we) will experience and how it is going to be so worth everything we are "giving up".
He is worth it. all of it.
i pray that you will know this and experience this. with all my heart this is what i pray for you and your brother.